Feelin’ Fine.

I have been feeling quite good since Tuesday. Its so strange.. I woke up.. looked outside and just felt the metaphorical “snap”. That grey cloud that has been floating over my head for the last three years changed course. That huge cinderblock tired to my chest had suddenly come undone. 

I looked myself in the mirror only to realize that I need a haircut badly and dropping 5 pounds would probably also be in my best interest. Thats the key.. there was an interest.. a genuine interest! And the most mind blowing thing out of all of this is the fact that this feeling lasted for 4 days and counting..

I felt a bit anxious tonight but bounced back. Was the universe some how just waiting for three years of my life to float by before I was finally released back into society? Or is this a cruel joke? 

Lets see if I can make this feeling last till the weekend is out … if I am lucky it will last for the rest of my life. But I have a feeling I still have a battle to fight.. its just waiting to emerge from some where inside of me.

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